this is a lot harder than i expected.
i wanted the independence, i wanted to meet new people. i expected greatness.
but now that im here, im not myself, im not happy, im not meeting these great people i imagined. i realize how great i had it back home and how many amazing people i had in my life. i am so fortunate for that love back home. but here, i dont feel any of it.
i want to feel love. i want to not feel so alone and helpless.
help?
Sunday, November 2, 2008
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you'll find it, sometime.
it takes awhile to build these sorts of relationships, especially when you feel like you're floating in open water.
trust yourself. they're there, somewhere.
I still feel that way.
But you're nice and smart and pretty and funny and so down-wit-it. You'll be fine. You'll be more than fine. You'll be great. Just give it time.
:)
I feel that way, too, sometimes.
It doesn't matter if you have tons of friends, but just knowing that you have those special connections with other people, regardless of where they are or where you are, that's what matters.
And I'm sure you'll find a friend or two, because you're AWESOME. ;D
I know how you feel, Kari. Remember I'm always here for you if you need to talk. And you'll find those relationships you are looking for. It might take a little while, but they are there.
Thank you all.
The advice and reassurance really helps. <3
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