I have the absolute HARDEST time loving myself. I think that's why I am incapable of loving other people. I can't commit to a relationship, I avoid getting close with people, and I push and push people farther and farther away from me.
I want security. And peace.
I want to be in a group of people, feel completely comfortable, and feel like I am LOVED. For once in my lifetime that would be really nice.

I need a hobby. I want to go take pictures all day and forget everything.